Apr
15
2012
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Taming the Dragon

Someone shared this video with me:

Congo Soldiers Explain Why They Rape

What stuck me the most, beyond the awfulness of the truth, came from reading some of the equally crazy comments on YouTube. Many call for a long excruciating death that these soldiers deserve. All is good and well, except for the part that the perpetrator has no idea why he is dying an excruciating death in the first place. If rape is a way to win, and winning means life or death (the only leverage there is in this kind of lifestyle), then not to rape means death. For someone who narrowly escapes death as a youngster, I can see how there might seem to be no options besides to rape and to be fond of what you do.

To understand this situation, one must travel back to a time BEFORE this desperation and resulting evil started. What changed in the story of this culture? What do they ultimately want? Why is power and immortality so important to them and what do those things represent? Why can they not see hope – is it because their people have not seen a better way for too many generations that hopelessness and desperation became a way of life?In the Western tradition, there have been stories about taming the dragon to uncover treasures. If these soldiers are the dragon, then we must confront and tame these dragons to know the treasures they can offer. To confront takes courage and self-control. To tame takes understanding, perseverance, and compassion. To know the treasures take a sense of wonder, knowing that these treasures will not come in the shape we expect.

We have to understand men and perpetrators in order to move on. We cannot simply condemn them to death. This way, we would never learn. Our future lies beyond the evil in front of us. Do we have the courage and skill to move beyond what is before us?

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Mar
08
2010
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Will work (hard). Please hire.

She possesses: outstanding written & oral communication skills, is bilingual in English & Chinese, has international work experience, strong work ethic & team work skills, motivated to take initiative, excellent analytical skills, up-to-date computer skills, flexible, adaptable, rich background in diversity, natural interpersonal skills, has a … See Moreknack for coordinating resources for solving problems, detail-oriented and organized, confident, sound judgment and leadership skills, tenacious and will not give up easily.

Feel free to hire her for anything.

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Mar
08
2010
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Just Shut Up and Fly

This hunt has been hard.  Well, probably no harder than other ones in the past.  But this one is different:  this time, I want to succeed; this time, I want to build my independence; this time, I have high expectations.

And, this time, I am a very different person.

I am lucky enough to be taken care of by a very kind person in my life, someone who told me he is willing to “walk with me until I can no longer walk.”  But you know, to be very honest, as much as I love him and the idea of him, I have finally come to realize, after all these years and all of the things throughout, how much my freedom and independence mean to me.  After all, hearts change — for reasons of the spirit or even hormones — so you can never truly, really count on them.  I am the only one who knows what I would or wouldn’t do for love.  And since I don’t know what others would or wouldn’t do, I can’t expect them to return the favor.  So I had better be prepared for that … which is why I can’t lose my freedom and independence.  In fact, I can only expand on them.

Part of being free and independent is to be financially stable, mobile and healthy.  They increase my ability to come and go as I wish.  They help my self-esteem and confidence knowing that I have options and I can make my own decisions.

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Feb
28
2010
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I Want That!

I want to be an Office of International Affairs international student advisor or Office of Multicultural Academic Success academic advisor at University of Oregon!!!

After a bit of time (a year?  two?  ugh, I don’t want to get stuck in Eugene for too long though …), I will have enough experience under my belt to get similar jobs like that at other institutions no matter where I move to.  This is yet another way to help me become more independent and more mobile!

PLEASE give me a chance!

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Feb
28
2010
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Last Day of February

It was a lovely Sunday! Beautiful weather, bike ride, Tammy, Mexican Mocha, approved to put photos at local coffee shop for display/sale, long phone convos with my brother and cousin, caught up with some friends, GREAT Vagi-logue rehearsals, another convo with parents, delicious leftover pasta, and The Schnookum Pie Eater is coming home in a couple of hours! YAY!

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